THE BARE MINIMUM

 

THE BARE MINIMUM 

It kills you doesn't it when you get the bare minimum, when you know you deserve it all, you deserve a person who appreciates, supports you, someone who is obsessed with you but you are stuck in a loophole of bare minimum efforts. Days pass, weeks pass, months pass of you trying, you texting first, sharing memes, starting convos but all you get is a reaction on the meme and dry convos, you regret getting into this in the first place, you wanted someone to take care of you, someone who would care about your good and bad days but that's not happening is it? You are stuck in a loophole hoping things would improve if you start seeing each other on a daily basis but wait that's not happening either, is it? It's not like you don't try to communicate you do but wait... that's not working out either, you don't wanna be the drama queen so you sit quietly on the other end of the seat and watch them play with your feelings. 

You and I both know we don't deserve it, you deserve someone who is passionate and loving, who yearns for you and can't wait to see you, someone who cares about your good and bad days, who supports you, someone who takes out time for you, never leaves on hold, someone who doesn't ignore you in the hallway, someone who's good morning text makes you happy, someone who showers unconditional love. 

So get out of the loophole sweetie you deserve so much more, you are lovable, you are someone people write songs about, and you are the person people can't move on from so wake up from the delusion and stop hoping that things will be fine and walk out from it you don't have to react or justify just stand up and leave. 

- Celine Kaya