Forbidden Fruit

FORBIDDEN FRUIT 

It kills you doesn't it? It bothers you soo much it hurts you soo much you are in the same loophole again it kills you when fall for someone you aren't allowed to, you know you can't, you know it's not right, you know it's not healthy, you know it's a forbidden fruit but you still wanna eat it why? Why put yourself through so much pain and drama? Why do all of this just because you had a dream? 

We all have been through this kind of phase where you see nothing literally nothing but them, their little thing bothers you, their mood, and behavior depends on your mood, you make yourself visible, you try to get their attention, you provoke yourself to make a move and why just because you had a dream last night and got your hopes up once again? 

I know I know love it's hard yes it's fucking hard to see them after all these years he was your first attraction and seeing him brings so much pain and memories which eventually brings up hope and love again that one moment you might have had years ago will build up again, in your head and you will overthink again, you will fall in love again, you will have dreams again, you will get confused again, you will think of your future again and you will get your heart broken again cuz sweetie there is a reason you got your heart broken in the first place stop making a fool of yourself cuz you know it after removing all the layers of confusion, hope, dreams, love, lust you know it's wrong you know you will hurt yourself, you know if you even take another step it would change everything all at once and the worst thing you will fall in your own eyes...

-Celine Kaya